Eeflin says the darndest things!

2009-12-17T01:40:00.002+11:00

Too busy to blog because I'm stuffed with work this week (actually I've been working my ass off since a month ago), but I'll be having 2 weeks worth of break starting from next so yay! brb wtf.

the happy one.

2009-12-11T11:35:00.005+11:00

fiver

baxter

moshi

meow

bailey

bijyuu

sugar

2009-12-07T05:15:00.008+11:00

Driven by boredom, the both of us decided to take a walk-and-snap in the city, along the Yarra River in the middle of the night to Freshwater's.

Moshi was supposed to be taken for a delightful walk, but at the last minute, her owner decided that she was too smelly to leave the house wtf.

Amidst all the "mahai damn tired laaaa", "I can't believe I am walking all the way to Freshwater's", "u damn mafan la" complaints, this is the first time I have possibly seen more of the city than I ever had in the past 2 years I've been here, observing bits and pieces of scrawlings, statues and random posters the city has to offer.. and at an ironic time of 3am wtf.

hold your breath.

2009-12-02T01:30:00.004+11:00

yeah, this is exactly it.

at 17, 19 and at 21, older, wiser, yet it still feels the same.

2009-11-29T02:16:00.002+11:00

I know I said that I would keep my word
Wished that I could save you from the hurt
But things will never go back to how we were-

I'm sorry I can't be your world.

You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
some time,
in another life.

Hello Thursdays.

2009-11-27T10:55:00.004+11:00

after a short break from the madness that is Thursday nights due to finals and such, we had a little hop-hop yesterday because most would have completed their exams by now. Ash, James, Danny & I started off with Monkey, headed to Ladida for a little visit only to be told that Misa Campo was in the houseeee (who????) to which, we never saw, started yawning, decided to leave, picked Pigu, headed to Seven for a little whoop whoop. from apple Ciders to Asahi, chambond lemonades to gin tonics, jaggerbombs & abc bombs. one helluva night topped off with McD's nuggets before calling it a night mmmn.

have I ever mentioned that I really like gin tonics? sipping that is, not sculling.

I woke up with a blocked nose today.

10 things I nvr understood.

2009-11-26T00:47:00.003+11:00

10. Consolidation

9. People who lie/make up stories to others detriment

8. Why I waste money on a mani when I tend to do a lot of washing at work

7. The bitchiness/stupidity of my own gender

6. Diluted EPS wtf

5. People who get drunk and become agro wtf

4. People who always like to pick a fight with other people for stupid reasons ie. the sky is too blue, the weather is too hot, the other person is ugly wtf

3. Why I'm so manly yet I like the whole cosmetics/dressing-up thingamajig wtf

2. Cheap shots

1. You

2009-11-24T03:32:00.002+11:00

DAY OFF TOMORROW TIME TO CATCH UP ON 4 DAYS WORTH OF SLEEP I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE GOOD BYE.

Decadence wtf.

2009-09-24T11:44:00.011+10:00

I just went for my last tute of the week and thought my holidays could officially begin, but nooh I have a consultation with my tutor to collect my assignment at 1230pm so I have to bum around since 11 when my only tute for the day ended.

Anyways after whining, complaining, attempting to throw myself out of the balcony wtf, crying, stressing out again and again over meeting with dead lines I'm finally done with that shit so hopefully I'll stop being an emo fuck and get on with life wtf.

I swear I was so depressed the past 10 days it wasn't even funny (not like depression is funny to begin with wtf).

Anyways no matter because the week-end is here and so is my mid-term break. There's Melb Uni's AA Ball to look forward to this Sunday followed by the after-party but the only thing that made me unexcited is the dressing up. I already have a dress in my ward-robe that I thought of wearing but then I was told that there's a 1920's theme going on and now all my cipet plans went down the drain wtf. I tried googling on fashion tips of the 1920's and this was what I found;

LIKE WTF I NEARLY GOT A HEART ATTACK WHY LIDIS I don't think I can carry it off la!!!

HAHAHHAAHAHAH sorry this isn't really appropriate for formal wear but I found this very funny wtf

So I decided to look for a modern twist to it and found this:

not too bad but too casual for a ball right :/

well the good news is that 1920s women don't really wear tight-fitting shit ha!

and from what I gather about hair and make up it seems that red lipstick were the highlight of the 1920s and uh.. flat-like curls wtf

ok these are modern take of the 1920s. you don't really want to see what the original hairstyles look like wtf

I think I shall be rebellious and stick out like a sore thumb. For God's sake it isn't even my uni ball to begin with and I don't want to spend too much since I'm just gate-crashing it anyways wtf.

Oh ya p/s Xen if you're still reading my blog:

I wore a Divadollhouse dress a few Saturdays ago :P it was damn short tho omg I spent the whole night trying not to flash HAAHAHAHAHHAHA.

Mm ok enough crapping, I have to go for my consultation now. But YAY ITS THE WEEK-END HOORAY MORE SLEEP (I hope... :P)

Jigjigjengjengjengjengxx

2009-11-20T21:01:00.005+11:00

This is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight,

Are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see.

Well I can see the pain in you,
and I can see the love in you,
but fighting all the demons will take time,

it will take time.

The angels they burn inside for us,
are we ever,
are we ever gonna learn to fly?

The devils burn inside of us,
are we ever gonna come back down, come around?

I'm always gonna worry about things that could break us.

567.

2009-11-16T04:02:00.006+11:00

five, the most important thing to me about friendship is sincerity. i don't care about how much money you own, what status you have in society, what car you drive, i just need to know you have a good heart, because with good heart comes good intentions and it builds a solid base in a friendship. even if mistakes occur or something fucks up along the way because of lack of judgment, I know and would understand that it was never malicious and never meant to hurt.

six, i was mocked/laughed at the fact that i was being naive/stupid for having think of friendship in such a manner but dude, unlike you I don't run my mouth unnecessarily and the only reason why I think of it in such a way is because I have observed and experienced it long enough to know what's important for me in a friendship. but i remained silent because i don't have to explain something to someone who will never understand it.

seven, but I forgot to tell you that I believe in karma and that everything happens for a reason. while I may not be an extremely strong believer in either religion, I believe that there is God and perhaps this was his way of teaching you how to have some humility.

2009-11-15T07:11:00.003+11:00

excited and extremely grateful for the opportunity hee :)

will elaborate more when I have a better idea of what's in store for me! but I foresee a really busy summer break - juggling between work, my family (their coming in less than 2 weeks for a month in Dec!), enjoying my holidays and learning something new.

041106.

2009-11-13T15:37:00.004+11:00

Hard to believe that it was slightly over 3 years ago when we got together, and tho we've ceased contact over the years- its really good to see you happy with someone else - someone who could give you what I couldn't.

:)

Come with me, do you remember?

2009-11-12T08:37:00.005+11:00

Realized I haven't blogged about PMS x zOMG! yet cos I was waiting for official pictures and what with exams and all so uhrm, kinda takes a little recollection since it happened a good 2 (or 3?) weeks ago.

But anyways! the week before the fashion show was a mad rush of fittings, catwalk strutting, running around whilst trying to fit some night-time studying. There were lotsa laughter and madness happening backstage, Joy & Li Fang were tasked to make-up a total of 15 models in limited time, there were clothes at every single corner of the VIP room, stacked up pizza boxes, half-naked (^_^ wtf) girls (and guys wtf), vain girls staring at themselves in the mirror again & again, lotsa hair spray wafting to the other, yells of "have you seen my beret/bowler hat/slippers/heels (insert more items here) wtf. But most of all, everyone had fun and it was really great working with Muff+Stit wtf ok I mean Sheryl & Michelle.

Anyways, pics!

(and ok I snorted on the cat walk when we were doing the first runway when it was supposed to be a sombre/emo walk cos the people I call friends started wolf-whistling/laughing/embarassing me/yelling AUNTY 13/GPS/EG (my friends are too creative with nick names -_-.. I swear I really tried to keep a straight face despite all the ruckus.. but miserably failed wtf)

rehearsals outfit #2

practise, practise, practise!

krazy models with Sheryl, Ash & Mich right before the show

outfit #1

backstage mayhem - too many shoes/clothe/pizzas wtf

showtime!

finale

Muff+Stit x zOMG!

Pics taken by Zillie, Ash, James, Iggy, Lisa, me wtf & some stolen off facebook from friends who came for the show. Thanks! :)

2009-11-12T07:59:00.005+11:00

Most days for the past 3 weeks were spent sleeping at 7am, and struggling to wake up by 2pm, all in the name of exams (I know my sleeping time-table's fucked but I function better at night - I like to study when everyone's asleep plus the afternoon heat has been unbereaveber! wtf).

Food consists of sushi for lunch (if I wake up by 2pm, sushi shop downstairs sells out its nice sushi by 3pm) or coco crunch if I have no choice. Dinner's whatever is the easiest to cook - marinate chicken before end and stored to cook, lotsa steamed veges, tuna rice salad or in some cases - magee mee and would have continued to be if only I didn't ran out of it at home and didn't bother to stock up pfft.

I can't even explain the number of times I've been getting anxiety attacks this finals, I go thru the same process of knowing my stuff, then suddenly freaking out that I don't know enough, start talking a whole bunch of shit to people who would listen, start contemplating on giving up, go out to my balcony to calm my nerves, relax and suddenly realize that panicking will not help at this crucial time, and I come to realize that it's all pre-exam jitters.

So its all over now for this sem at least, I've decided to defer a paper because I really can't take the stress anymore and my brain's refusing input that all I see are white papers with green/purple/pink/yellow/black lines and nothing else.

Its time to re-adjust my bio clock, go out and have some good food, resume social contact and stop talking to the rabbit as means of releasing stress and create a social atmosphere wtf, go back to work and earn more money, do 2 whole baskets of laundry, hand-wash some sweaters, clean my room & my hurricane of notes in the living room,

and most of all.. RELAX AND BREATHE BECAUSE I AM DONE FOR THE SEMESTER HAAAA.

oh ya and perhaps attempting to blog more would be lovely wtf.

Happy Halloween!

2009-11-01T02:38:00.006+11:00

Was studying the whole of Thursday night and was nestled comfortably wit my notes, but work beckoned on Friday night and the most irritating part was that it was Halloween, which required for some dress-up.

Was contemplating on not giving a shit because I was engrossed with my notes late Friday, but out of hunger (no food at home T_T) and the sudden realization that all I had was a vampire cape they provided and pretty much nothing else, I decided to venture out to hunt for a red dress.

ended up buying something else (epic fail as always), came home and decided to er, rely on superb make-up skills to look like shit (btw this is my first time dressing up for Halloween wtf).

This was when I realize all my useless fashion mags I bought over the years (or that's what my Dad calls them "waste of money" he says in utter disgust wtf) came to good use.

Did some random smoky eye shit with brown+black+maroon eye shadow to make myself look life I've never seen daylight/had no sleep for 100 years. Quite an easy feat considering I don't get much sleep these days anyways.

Then came the tricky part, I don't own a red lipstick so I decided to go for the pale look instead. Applied concealor and set with powder and topped it off with lotsa nude lipsticks, curled my hair a little and teased it to look like a sampah tong, hair-sprayed gaogao and ended up looking like this:

woooo~ wtf.

oh ya check out some other powerhouse costumes for the night:

the Pope was there too but..

little did we know.. ^^

wooo~ wtf

p/s: pics courtesy of Van & Pigu wtf

#8

2009-10-29T16:01:00.007+11:00

What I've been up to..

Fiver at 2 months old (and also before he peed on my bed.. because my bed's off limits to him now wtf)

Fiver, or has been affectionately been called Fai Chai (sorry Adelle -_-) by my friends, age 4 months. Being bullied into cam-whoring because I was stressed and had no one to kacau wtf

Only Adelle can get away with calling me Efffieeee wtf

When I had to play babysitter for the week (and yes Fiver can write, he's a smart rabbit wtf)

back stage @ PMS x zOMG! (I'll blog about it when official pictures are out + when I have more time) shitlooooads of pizzas whilst waiting for show time.

Moshi or MOSH MOSHHH as we girls like to squeal wtf

Sugar - my favourite dog in the world :)

W.

2009-10-26T03:09:00.004+11:00

Dear- I don't know if u stil read my blog, but I'm hoping that.. somehow, maybe, you still do.

I want u to know that D and I have nvr given up on you. we've grown up together and you know how much we love you. we've all grown up to be different people having different lives.. but I guess our friendship has no bounds. we haven't had a proper conversation in years. but it doesn't take a lot to know that you're still walking down the same road you have for the past few years. its just sad to know that its hard to get out of it. And try as we might, we wished we had the power to change things or at least make things better.. but we can't.

We miss you too. and like you, we sometimes wish that things were how it was during the final years in high school when there was a reason worth waking up for every morning. Things were less complicated, more transparent and less judgmental.

Sometimes we spend our nights catching up with each other and just reminiscing about those moo days.. and most times, these conversations are tainted with sadness, for how increasingly difficult life is turning out to be the older we get.

Regardless of what happens, remember that we were the ones who taught each other about friendship. There were no backs turned.. we had it so easy. Thanks for giving me that best part of my life. Things aren't really a bed of roses over here, insincerity is so apparent it disheartens me that this world is filled with uglies.. and if I could turn back time, I would.

And if you need us, be sure to know that we are, and will always be here for you.

much love,

V.

2009-10-21T00:40:00.002+11:00

I foresee a really busy week

rehearsals for the PMS x zOMG! fashion event (yes I'll be strutting down the runway for PMS wtf), library sessions, school, work..

brb I guess.

2009-10-18T01:25:00.003+11:00

They say bad things happen for a reason
but no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
When a heart breaks no it don't break even, even

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay
I'm falling to pieces

I'm falling to pieces.

PMS x zOMG!

2009-10-19T01:03:00.000+11:00

The Muff+Stit girls of PMS have teamed up with Ash/Shly of zOMG! PARTY! to bring you a night of Fashion, Junk, Music, Mayhem and it's all happening this Friday at 7pm @ VII. Tickets are priced at $20 which includes one drink and pre-show finger food and it also gives you access to party on for Velvet @ VII (nama so glamour but it's just yet another Friday night at Seven wtf).

This is a tickets-only event, so be sure to grab your tickets quick before they run out (they are limited)!

For more information, click on their Facebook event page, or you can head on to their respective websites here:

Project Muff+Stit
zOMG! PARTY!

See you there! :)

Don't quit.

2009-10-09T06:34:00.005+11:00

I collected the mail today and noticed a letter from my uni but didn't think much of it cos I get random Monash mails every now and then..

totally forgot about it till I got back home about an hour ago and ripped it open thinking it was a confirmation letter for my grad ceremony the end of this year. but I had a really pleasant surprise and I have to say that I am really shocked..

.. but extremely happy. The last time I was "one of the top students" was in form 3, a good 7 years ago.

I know it may not be a big deal for some high achievers out there, but this is really sweet for me because I was close to giving up on this course when I experienced one too many failures and struggled thru it till I got really depressed and hated uni because I couldn't understand why I used to do so well at school and alright for college, then I came to uni and became the world's stupidest person wtf.

Then one day I realized that all my negative thoughts were making things worst so I told myself that I am not, and will not quit, not especially when I know I had the capability of being really good in something if I put my heart in it, so I started talking to more people and understood the industry better (feel stupid half the time, but thanks for all your time and patience), read a little more news even if I hated it wtf and slowly started grasping the concepts and I realized I actually ENJOYED it (nerd alert wtf).

I may not be able to graduate with first-class honours but for what it's worth at least I made it to be one of the top achievers at least once in my uni life, and.. at the very least, I've proved to myself that perseverance and patience will get me to where I want to be :)

Ahh ok finals in one month I guess it's back to business for the last time!

Speak to the hand.

2009-09-26T13:43:00.008+10:00

Browsing thru FB pics only to realize Ash has darn A LOT of pics of me with my hands covering my face

"donlaaaa"

"uiiii"

"arghhh"

"ehhhh"

"oiiii"

whoop'ing at the DJ booth.. and yes uhrm. I know I have really weird fingers :x

"noooo.."

"nooo saveee mee" WTF

"stopitlaASh!"

Maybe he thinks I look better with my face covered.. not surprising since he likes taking stupid pictures of me like these:

holy cow wtf

yesus christ wtf

zomg

Pierre: siao cha bo wuuu T___T

And yes, ripped all these pics off him once again. Pics courtesy of Ash Bongbong!

Alwaysalways247

2009-09-23T05:54:00.009+10:00

So I am rushing for the final piece of assignment for the semester and I am possibly the only person awake at this ungodly hour while everyone is asleep..

The past 10 days have been an absolute test to my sanity. There were too many dead-lines to meet and there was a mid-sem to study for.

After handing in my other work last Friday, I went back home thinking that I finally have some time to catch up on sleep only to find out that I had to work that night. Had some after-work drinks, supper at Chilli, spent the entire Saturday sleeping in and waking up for work (again) at night.

Thankfully, I spent Saturday night in and most of my Sunday getting more rest before I had to soldier on for the new week. Sunday night was spent having some delish rib-eye at Meat & Wine Co with Adelle's parents who are here (and unfortunately whom I am unable to spend much time with the amount of work load I have to finish and my erratic sleeping time-table) but it was nice having her parental units around which made the household seem a little warmer with family love.

Monday was spent mugging for my mid-terms, (and skipping Danny+Shelley's bday celeb - smart move because I'd be digging my own grave if I do go) to which I am thankful for because studying did pay off and I didn't feel stupid looking at the 45 questions that I had to complete.

Today is Wednesday and also the day I (unofficially) proclaim my mid-semester break.

I can't exactly pin-point as to how I feel right now. On one hand I feel relieved that I know this will be over in a matter of a few hours, at the same time I am nervous and stressed because I have no idea how to complete the final bits of my assessment that is due tomorrow. Or maybe I'm just really exhausted I can't seem to think or conjure anymore comprehensible sentences..

If you ask me, I haven't been feeling like myself. Maybe its from the lack of sleep or the amount of stress that I've been under but I've been irritable and extremely impatient with nearly every other thing when I can usually handle it on a normal given day.

I have never spent so many sleepless nights and I am on the verge of hallucinating wtf. And as for now, I just need to sleep.

ps. Thanks and much love to Yeff & Leroy for all the coffee, love, support, company, breaks in between and random stupid conversations about everything under the sun. Most of all, thanks for putting up with me and accommodating to my mood swings.

and yes Yeff I know I'm very funny when I am irritated wtf.

2009-09-23T06:17:00.000+10:00

and ohmygod I nearly forgot,

Happy birthday Mum.