#8

What I've been up to..

Fiver at 2 months old (and also before he peed on my bed.. because my bed's off limits to him now wtf)

Fiver, or has been affectionately been called Fai Chai (sorry Adelle -_-) by my friends, age 4 months. Being bullied into cam-whoring because I was stressed and had no one to kacau wtf

Only Adelle can get away with calling me Efffieeee wtf


When I had to play babysitter for the week (and yes Fiver can write, he's a smart rabbit wtf)


back stage @ PMS x zOMG! (I'll blog about it when official pictures are out + when I have more time) shitlooooads of pizzas whilst waiting for show time.

Moshi or MOSH MOSHHH as we girls like to squeal wtf

Sugar - my favourite dog in the world :)

W.

Dear- I don't know if u stil read my blog, but I'm hoping that.. somehow, maybe, you still do.

I want u to know that D and I have nvr given up on you. we've grown up together and you know how much we love you. we've all grown up to be different people having different lives.. but I guess our friendship has no bounds. we haven't had a proper conversation in years. but it doesn't take a lot to know that you're still walking down the same road you have for the past few years. its just sad to know that its hard to get out of it. And try as we might, we wished we had the power to change things or at least make things better.. but we can't.

We miss you too. and like you, we sometimes wish that things were how it was during the final years in high school when there was a reason worth waking up for every morning. Things were less complicated, more transparent and less judgmental.

Sometimes we spend our nights catching up with each other and just reminiscing about those moo days.. and most times, these conversations are tainted with sadness, for how increasingly difficult life is turning out to be the older we get.

Regardless of what happens, remember that we were the ones who taught each other about friendship. There were no backs turned.. we had it so easy. Thanks for giving me that best part of my life. Things aren't really a bed of roses over here, insincerity is so apparent it disheartens me that this world is filled with uglies.. and if I could turn back time, I would.

And if you need us, be sure to know that we are, and will always be here for you.

much love,

V.

I foresee a really busy week

rehearsals for the PMS x zOMG! fashion event (yes I'll be strutting down the runway for PMS wtf), library sessions, school, work..

brb I guess.

PMS x zOMG!

The Muff+Stit girls of PMS have teamed up with Ash/Shly of zOMG! PARTY! to bring you a night of Fashion, Junk, Music, Mayhem and it's all happening this Friday at 7pm @ VII. Tickets are priced at $20 which includes one drink and pre-show finger food and it also gives you access to party on for Velvet @ VII (nama so glamour but it's just yet another Friday night at Seven wtf).

This is a tickets-only event, so be sure to grab your tickets quick before they run out (they are limited)!

For more information, click on their Facebook event page, or you can head on to their respective websites here:

Project Muff+Stit
zOMG! PARTY!

See you there! :)

They say bad things happen for a reason
but no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
When a heart breaks no it don't break even, even

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay
I'm falling to pieces

I'm falling to pieces.

Don't quit.

I collected the mail today and noticed a letter from my uni but didn't think much of it cos I get random Monash mails every now and then..

totally forgot about it till I got back home about an hour ago and ripped it open thinking it was a confirmation letter for my grad ceremony the end of this year. but I had a really pleasant surprise and I have to say that I am really shocked..


.. but extremely happy. The last time I was "one of the top students" was in form 3, a good 7 years ago.

I know it may not be a big deal for some high achievers out there, but this is really sweet for me because I was close to giving up on this course when I experienced one too many failures and struggled thru it till I got really depressed and hated uni because I couldn't understand why I used to do so well at school and alright for college, then I came to uni and became the world's stupidest person wtf.

Then one day I realized that all my negative thoughts were making things worst so I told myself that I am not, and will not quit, not especially when I know I had the capability of being really good in something if I put my heart in it, so I started talking to more people and understood the industry better (feel stupid half the time, but thanks for all your time and patience), read a little more news even if I hated it wtf and slowly started grasping the concepts and I realized I actually ENJOYED it (nerd alert wtf).

I may not be able to graduate with first-class honours but for what it's worth at least I made it to be one of the top achievers at least once in my uni life, and.. at the very least, I've proved to myself that perseverance and patience will get me to where I want to be :)

Ahh ok finals in one month I guess it's back to business for the last time!