Most days for the past 3 weeks were spent sleeping at 7am, and struggling to wake up by 2pm, all in the name of exams (I know my sleeping time-table's fucked but I function better at night - I like to study when everyone's asleep plus the afternoon heat has been unbereaveber! wtf).

Food consists of sushi for lunch (if I wake up by 2pm, sushi shop downstairs sells out its nice sushi by 3pm) or coco crunch if I have no choice. Dinner's whatever is the easiest to cook - marinate chicken before end and stored to cook, lotsa steamed veges, tuna rice salad or in some cases - magee mee and would have continued to be if only I didn't ran out of it at home and didn't bother to stock up pfft.

I can't even explain the number of times I've been getting anxiety attacks this finals, I go thru the same process of knowing my stuff, then suddenly freaking out that I don't know enough, start talking a whole bunch of shit to people who would listen, start contemplating on giving up, go out to my balcony to calm my nerves, relax and suddenly realize that panicking will not help at this crucial time, and I come to realize that it's all pre-exam jitters.

So its all over now for this sem at least, I've decided to defer a paper because I really can't take the stress anymore and my brain's refusing input that all I see are white papers with green/purple/pink/yellow/black lines and nothing else.

Its time to re-adjust my bio clock, go out and have some good food, resume social contact and stop talking to the rabbit as means of releasing stress and create a social atmosphere wtf, go back to work and earn more money, do 2 whole baskets of laundry, hand-wash some sweaters, clean my room & my hurricane of notes in the living room,

and most of all.. RELAX AND BREATHE BECAUSE I AM DONE FOR THE SEMESTER HAAAA.

oh ya and perhaps attempting to blog more would be lovely wtf.