Don't quit.

I collected the mail today and noticed a letter from my uni but didn't think much of it cos I get random Monash mails every now and then..

totally forgot about it till I got back home about an hour ago and ripped it open thinking it was a confirmation letter for my grad ceremony the end of this year. but I had a really pleasant surprise and I have to say that I am really shocked..


.. but extremely happy. The last time I was "one of the top students" was in form 3, a good 7 years ago.

I know it may not be a big deal for some high achievers out there, but this is really sweet for me because I was close to giving up on this course when I experienced one too many failures and struggled thru it till I got really depressed and hated uni because I couldn't understand why I used to do so well at school and alright for college, then I came to uni and became the world's stupidest person wtf.

Then one day I realized that all my negative thoughts were making things worst so I told myself that I am not, and will not quit, not especially when I know I had the capability of being really good in something if I put my heart in it, so I started talking to more people and understood the industry better (feel stupid half the time, but thanks for all your time and patience), read a little more news even if I hated it wtf and slowly started grasping the concepts and I realized I actually ENJOYED it (nerd alert wtf).

I may not be able to graduate with first-class honours but for what it's worth at least I made it to be one of the top achievers at least once in my uni life, and.. at the very least, I've proved to myself that perseverance and patience will get me to where I want to be :)

Ahh ok finals in one month I guess it's back to business for the last time!