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Pitter-patter of the rain can be heard faintly as they try to deafen Anna Tsuchiya singing "I needdd youuurrr loveeeeee... like a brokeeennn roooseee~" wtf.

A miserable 6 degrees outside altho it's nearly noon indicates that winter is approaching and days are just gonna get colder.

Sipping carefully on a cup of steaming hot coffee in front of the laptop, I sit up straight as I realized I've been slouching and my back's beginning to ache. I look like 10 kinds of shit - messy hair, puffy eyes, chipped black nail polish from my lame attempts of being goth wtf wtf, my nerdy spects slipping of the bridge of my nose-

but I feel at ease.

because for the first time in a very long time, I'm up early with no obligations ahead of me. No uni, no plans to head out, no need to dress-up, no need to make-up, no need to brush my hair, no need to rush to make it on time, no plans to do something, somewhere, no meet-ups, nothing.

I have the entire day to think of what I want to do, even if it means spending the entire day at home in my pj's.

Don't take it the wrong way- I love my friends. I love the company, I love doing something, I love going out, I love seeing new things, learning new things, trying something new-

but sometimes it's nice to stay at home once in awhile and recuperate - blast my music, sing to it, prance about in the room, decide if it's not too cold for me to walk to the gym - and have some me time :)